03/07/2011

To Mads:
"I think the revolution is impossible this century, then."
11:39:46pm
03/06/2011

To Tyler:
"Woot"
12:01:58am
03/07/2011

To Branden:
"Are YOU ASLEEP. Sorry about caps lock"
1:00:51am

To Tyler, Branden, Alex, Airy:
"You know when you were thinking something rewarding/satisfying but you get distracted by something and then you can't remember what you were thinking but you try. And in that trying you realize you aren't thinking anything and somehow you had accessed oblivion? I...like that."
4:03:47am

To Hayden:
"I think thoughts are (the) actions that define "who" "you" "are". But I need postmodern distance from those last three concepts. I don't believe in a pre-linguistic, self-same, stable, coherent "self" though. So: "who you are" is a meaningless concept for me...mostly."
9:06:35am

To Alice:
"I really like that James Franco is tweeting seemingly arbitrary video bliss without context. i meant clips. but bliss is more accurate."
9:37:37am

To Airy:
"Almost exclusively if someone asks me, "what", I've already lost interest in them. Ya know?"
9:41:37am

To Alice:
"They're so gratuitous. One is thirty seconds of a lamp post?"
9:52:34am

To Mom, Branden, Airy:
"If you didn't like the smell of the fish isn't it just as arrogant to impose a glade air poisoner on everyone?"
10:28:11am

To Mom:
"Lol. It's okay. I like working on my ethics y'all"
10:30:57am

To Bodena:
"It seems like you took the internet with you when you left"
11:03:17am

"Same...thing?"
11:04:43am

"Without knowing how or what you did or how to get it back it's functionally identical"
11:07:48am

"At your leisure"
11:13:02am

To Branden:
"Kristin wouldn't let me recycle tian's expensive champagne bottle. I was suppppper annoyed."
11:27:22am

To Airy:
"I think i'm really, deeply h8ful"
11:29:54am

"Like...i'm trying to talk to kristin about roommates and it's just impossible because she won't let me h8. She is a bad-rooommate apologist."
11:33:44am

"Also-if she wants to drop out? Drop out."
11:37:45am

"It's like... Yeah. I hated school too. And then i stopped going. Then i moved to new york and then ohio. It's... Like a genuine option. Not going to school."
11:40:39am

"A lot i'm either hating myself to a debilitating degree. Or i hate everyone else. To a similar degree. Just... So much loathing."
11:46:09am

To Branden:
"Hey boy. You know i love you. I had to kill myself last night, if your conception of subjectivity is heavily contingent on performativity. Then i woke up at eight thirty am? And... I guess i'm in class. The class i stopped doing reading for at week three. And stopped attending week five."
11:47:43am

To Airy:
"I don't hate at you. Except for when i feel intellectually inferior. And that's really more of a self loathing with you as the context, not the object."
11:48:41am

"My relationship to you is one of deep affection and awe."
11:49:19am

"Thank god i have you, amiright"
11:49:38am

"I do like the teaching assistant in this class. I wish i wasn't depressed. I feel like then we could be friends... Fuck. What if i start crying. Is... That's okay. Nobody will notice? Right? I...did not plan on crying. It's just i didn't sleep a lot"
11:58:44am

"Maybe... Maybe"
12:36:20pm

To Branden:
"Leaving class. :)"
1:10:56pm

"Reading then more class!"
1:14:52pm

":)"
1:21:06pm

To Hayden:
""no subject is its own point of departure" butler is always good."
1:42:58pm

To Mads:
"Butler is transferring to a private school. Are you hurt by that?"
1:43:33pm

"What?... What?!"
1:45:54pm

"What!"
1:46:07pm

To Hayden:
"Write this on that obnoxious anti-marijuana status: "subjects who institute actions are themselves instituted effects of prior actions, and ... the horizon in which in which we act is there as a constitutive possibility of our very capacity to act, not merely or exclusively as an exterior field or theater of operation.""
1:48:05pm

To Mads:
"I'm participating in a relationship in which those conversations have taken place, sure, and there are possibilities for explicitly linking that conversation with my intended present one, but now i'm more startled by your refusal to engage with me. Seems a departure. Dare i say a radical one."
1:49:43pm

"I was hurt when i read butler was transferring to a private school."
1:53:06pm

To Hayden:
"Also for the question of actions: "there is no ontologically intact reflexivity to the subject which is then placed within a cultural context; that cultural context, as it were, is already there as the disarticulated process of that subject's production, one that is concealed by the frame that would situate a ready-made subject in an external web of cultural relations""
2:08:32pm

To Branden, Airy, Kristin:
"I pulled obnoxious brian aside after class and told him he needs to speak less and quieter. I used a lot of feminist jargon but it was functionally the same thing. I'm hunry and tired and angry, but i'm still glad."
4:38:49pm

To Kristin:
"Also is the internet fixed"
4:39:40pm

To Airy:
"I mostly just said the reason he thinks it's okay to talk so much is because of male privilege. And so i told him he needs to stop. And i said he needs to talk quieter. ...because of male privilege."
4:46:27pm

"Lol!"
5:47:20pm

To Branden:
"Getting a sandwich at the library..."
5:52:54pm

"Damn it's snowing hard. Like just a winter wonderland"
5:53:21pm

"I just got it. Over priced. Incredibly so"
5:56:18pm

"Yes! I'll mention it to Asuu!"
5:58:21pm

To Bettilyon:
"Will the ficus tree lower the prices of food on campus? It should be cheaper-affordable for students. Especially those that can't afford a parking pass."
5:59:32pm

To Branden:
"The student government is holding elections. They're being obnoxious campaigning. I'll ask them."
6:00:06pm

To Bettilyon:
"Woohoo."
6:01:54pm

To Branden:
"This sandwich is good. NOT as gourmet as the price would indicate though."
6:02:30pm

To Google:
"D: axiomatic"
6:06:12pm

To Branden:
"It's just... I don't have a car. And i don't know the area. So i'm on campus and i either take the bus home and eat or i stay here and eat. Staying here is better for studying, but worse for my wallet. That sucks"
6:09:52pm

"Yeah! Capitalism is SOOOOOO terrible and the university is an integral component of its present functioning."
6:14:21pm

To Mads, Beatty, Airy, Boyack !:
"Is sedwick a lot more difficult to read than butler or am i just really tired and hungry."
6:18:00pm

To Boyack !:
"The whole solar system? Aren't there only like eight parts?"
6:21:35pm

To Mads:
"That's what i'm reading. She used the word pullulate? There are like six words i've never heard of on a page."
6:23:13pm

To Google:
"D: pullulate"
6:23:29pm

To Mads:
"Exiguous?"
6:25:12pm

"Yeah. I'm not understanding any of this. Just... At all."
6:26:35pm

"Knowing what those words means is hardly helping"
6:26:56pm

To Branden:
"I just noticed that i walk with my left foot sliguly turned in. Is that weird..."
6:29:47pm

To Boyack !:
"I'm...not getting sedgwick at all. This... Is so unpleasant. I'm tired and the sandwich i ate is hurting my stomach."
6:31:06pm

"She's talking about ignorance and i think she's talking about me... But i can't be sure. Like when you were young and people spelled around you. Before you could spell. It's infuriating."
6:34:18pm

"She's an iconoclast!"
6:36:22pm

"...better"
6:39:22pm

"I don't know what an iconoclast is. I just know sedwick is a huge deal"
6:39:58pm

To Mads:
"Axiomatic y'all"
6:43:55pm

To Airy:
"The only break i can imagine is going home... And i hate home sometimes. And ameena disconnected the internet and i don't my when she'll fix it."
6:56:20pm

To Branden:
"Wow. It is not at all quiet in the quiet study area."
7:07:02pm

To Google:
"D: pellucid"
7:08:03pm

To Branden:
"They're just hanging out and laughing a lot. Like... Why here?"
7:15:36pm

To Airy:
"I got outvoted so we got rid of cable. And so... She... Took the cable box this morning and then internet wasn't working. I told her she took the internet with her. she said she didn't she just maybe disconnected it. I said same thing. She said no. I said without knowing how or what you did or how to fix it, it's functionally identical. She said she'd fix it later. I said, by all means, at your leisure."
7:22:45pm

"Ahhhh. I want snuggles. I'm just reading sedgwick talk about how shitty it is to be gay hungry and tired at the library thirty feet away from a group of laughing people. They're so loud. Why did they come here to laugh and hang out?"
7:24:06pm

To Google:
"D: Nonce"
7:30:24pm

To Airy:
"Just...on the floor?! Grinnell > my house"
7:37:34pm

To Branden:
"Off and on"
7:41:46pm

To Branden, Boyack !:
"I've been reading for two hours and i'm not halfway done. With this first article."
7:59:14pm

To Boyack !:
"Would they have pears at the library would you think?"
8:35:32pm

To Airy:
"Not distinctly enough. I remember that being a beautiful experience i think."
9:03:00pm

"Reality becoming unflapped is painful? Or the pain is"
9:07:07pm

"That was a really good time. I like using the word "space" behind reality. Seems deliberately inaccurate/incomplete. Once that man i told to talk less agreed with me in class poorly so i just shook my head at him until he stopped"
9:16:34pm

To Tyler, Mom, Kristin, Hayden, Emily, Branden, Boyack !, Bodena, Airy:
"Fucking blizzard what the what?"
9:18:11pm

To Branden, Mom, Hayden, Emily, Kristin:
"Walking to the bus stop... I thought i would die halfway! Surely! My feet are soaking?! Jesus. Jesus!!"
9:21:56pm

To Airy:
"Walking to the bus stop... I thought i would die halfway! Surely! My feet are soaking?! Jesus. Jesus!! When people get here there's this... Moment where they expect a celebration. Cause we all made this trek. But we're... All just cold and wet"
9:23:18pm

To Hayden:
"What is it? I had to run through the snow... For some reason. i've never experienced this. The sidewalks on campus are just under the four ish inches of snow"
9:24:18pm

To Emily:
"Shit. Shit!"
9:24:33pm

To Mom:
"'m... Expecting the bus to be pretty late."
9:24:50pm

To Branden:
"I'll have to scrub the tub first to even get that! I ran... In the converse. My feet are wet. What a fucking trek. The one thing late stage capitalism should supply is no treks! Jesus."
9:25:46pm

To Airy:
"I'm going to try. It's... Such an accomplishment! I kept picturing myself dying and freezing to death halfway. THE BUS!"
9:26:35pm

"Why is it making my"
9:27:13pm

To Tyler, Tian, Mom, Kristin, Hayden, Emily, Branden, Boyack !, Bodena, Airy:
"THE BUS WON'T GO ABOVE THIRD AVENUE?? If the fucking bus can't make it how can i??! What the Fuck am i supposed to do with that information but huddle on the bus for warmth and cry???"
9:29:11pm

To Emily:
"Walking up from third avenue is incredibly difficult on a pleasant spring day..."
9:30:12pm

To Hayden, Branden:
"No. You don't fucking understand what that means. That's five blocks uphill in six inches of snow in leaky tennis shoes."
9:31:43pm

To Bodena:
"No. Yeah. But me and my leaky tennis shoes can."
9:32:14pm

To Branden, Airy, Boyack !:
"I was already crying in the library from being tired and hungry. Now uphill six blocks in leaky tennis shoes in... Four? Inches of snow with freezing wind."
9:34:11pm

To Mom:
"Wait in the snow?"
9:35:47pm

To Emily:
"Walking uphill six blocks in four inches of snow i guess is just what i'm doing right now."
9:37:07pm

To Mom:
"I texted everyone. Ameena said if the bus can't make it she can't. Call the uta and a congress person to complain. That's my plan when i get home. This is unacceptable."
9:38:11pm

To Bodena:
"Still just walking..."
9:39:07pm

To Mom:
"I guess not."
9:39:42pm

To Mom:
"I'm at sixth"
9:40:25pm

To Branden:
"It's fucking slippery. I keep slipping"
9:41:19pm

To Mom:
"Yeah. It's slippery on steep"
9:43:11pm

To Airy:
"I can't stop crying. I'm just naked in the bathroom crying."
10:09:03pm

To Tyler:
"The bus dropped me of at third avenue. Had to walk from there"
10:10:07pm

To Kristin:
"I guess i thought texting would suffice. I'm dropping out of school."
10:10:29pm

To Airy:
"I'm trying to look in the mirror to tell myself that i love myself but i can't."
10:14:22pm

"It's... No. No. Cause it's... All just repeated. My day was a synecdoche for the structure of academia. And i'm dropping out. I'm... I have to be done. I'm done"
10:16:10pm

"Okay. Can we skype after. I just... I just need to be held. I need you or branden to hold me because you are the people that keep me from such radical alienation but you're both so far away and i don't understand why. Why i have to be naked crying on the bathroom floor"
10:17:32pm

"And standing up means picking up these pieces that have been stabbing into me for so long and they're on the floor. Everywhere. They're scattered everywhere and standing up requires collecting them all again for another fucking obnoxiously metaphorical trek through the snow and i can't. When i was on the bus i kept thinking i can't do this and even when i got home all i could think was i can't. I can't do this. I can't. And i fell apart. I just fell apart ari"
10:20:09pm

To Boyack !:
"I...broke down in the shower. I'm... Still just crying naked in the bathroom. I'm dropping out of school john."
10:24:05pm

To Kristin:
"I... There was this profound alienation i experienced when the bus driver said he was only driving up to third avenue. And i stark feeling of hopelessness. And i kept thinking a couldn't do it. And even when i got home all i could think was i can't. I can't and i'm still just...crying in the bathroom. And it's all this trite synecdoche for academia, but evaluation is unethical. Grading students isn't grading some autonomous subject that makes rational coherent decisions between success and failure or effort and being lazy. It's an evaluation of who had to walk farther in the snow, but more than that it's an evaluation of how different students are different manifestations of the discursive hub where different regulating pressures articulate an intelligible agency. And the difference between an A and an F is functionally indistinguishable from the distinction between heterosexuality and homosexuality. Thats unethical in any permutation."
10:32:51pm

To Boyack !:
"I've already dropped out too. I'll... Can i send you a long text. Six pages length"
10:33:24pm

To Airy:
"I love you."
10:33:40pm

To Branden:
"Yes"
10:33:50pm

To Airy:
"I'm still dropping out. Evaluation is just patently unethical. I can't... Endorse this system with my continued participation. Will you support me."
10:35:45pm

To Boyack !, Branden:
"I... There was this profound alienation i experienced when the bus driver said he was only driving up to third avenue. And a stark feeling of hopelessness. And i kept thinking i couldn't do it. And even when i got home all i could think was i can't. I can't and i'm still just...crying in the bathroom. And it's all this trite synecdoche for academia, but evaluation is unethical. Grading students isn't grading some autonomous subject that makes rational coherent decisions between success and failure or effort and being lazy. It's an evaluation of who had to walk farther in the snow, but more than that it's an evaluation of how different students are different manifestations of the discursive hub where different regulating pressures articulate an intelligible agency. And the difference between an A and an F is functionally indistinguishable from the distinction between heterosexuality and homosexuality. Thats unethical in any permutation."
10:37:27pm

To Branden:
"Cried in the shower... Then cried naked on the bathroom floor. Now i'm crying on my bed. I'm going to smoke a bowl. I'm dropping out of school branden."
10:38:18pm

To Airy:
"It's be with you and branden. But branden won't have me. I don't think i've dealt with that emotional blow yet either. I think part of my crying is still about that."
10:42:04pm

"I need you and/or branden."
10:44:21pm

"Thank you."
10:51:48pm

To Boyack !:
"That doesn't address the ethics or the depression"
11:31:55pm

"Then Fuck why waste my time here"
11:34:45pm

To Airy:
"I keep hearing the line "i want spam" being repeated in my head. Sometimes it's charlie (from the chocolate factory) saying it."
11:46:23pm

"Oh"
12:00:12am
03/08/2011

Live Blogging! I tell you what I'm doing over several hours

3:17 pm: I think about cleaning up. Specifically adjusting the blanket and quilt on the futon. Branden seems to do that, sometimes he even seems obsessed about it. I don't because Justin is in the other room and I'm worried he'll hear me? I get excited about my hulu queue. There is a new episode of: Legend of the Seeker, Secret Life of the American Teenager, Heroes, Firefly. I have The Book Group already in my queue. I start it. I decide blogging about my inability to clean will help me cope with the concrete ways in which Social Anxiety make my life "bad". The internet goes slowly, or fidgets, or maybe is just sad and it skips on the opening to The Book Group. I miss what I compose in my head to be important constructive narrative components...or something. I'm upset I don't see everyone's couch, is what I'm trying to say. Ameena has a blog: I like the Au Revoir Simone song. Now the song is Matt and Kim and I hate it.

3:23 pm: Ameena has an eventful life. It seemed important. Made me think about school. Was going to write something about my dreams or goals, but my consciousness felt vertigo; I went to check the dictionary to see if vertigo was the word I wanted. The word I wanted was spinning, felt my brain spinning from within my skull, but the real spinning had to be my consciousness in my brain. Couldn't think of the words to describe it, gave up and wrote vertigo even though, to me, it's reminiscent of rich white women on prescription medication (Will and Grace?).

3:40 pm: There's some noise outside the Green Room (GR), Branden probably just returned from coffee with Jeremy. I thought it'd be nice to take a break from The Book Group to talk about how much I adore it. While watching it, I thought I'd write something like: "I'm composing a list of distinct things about this that I like" and then "My list is full and now I'm teeming with excitable enjoyment. Or enjoyable excitement". I also thought some very specific things that I liked, but now I'm embarrassed to write them (maybe it's because now someone comments and the comments make me uncomfortable). One of those things was the wall paper.

3:55 pm: I really liked that first episode of The Book Group. Now I'm going to edit my brother's Sterling Scholar portfolio, specifically the page on being Debate President. The trick, as I see it, is to articulate winsomely the qualities of a leader. The ones that my brother possesses. I mustn't lie like Chelsea Irving (is this slander?)

4:02 pm: The Word document is converting. I don't have the newer version. I opened up iTunes. I was planning on listening to The Books. But then saw Mirah because right now my library is organized alphabetically by album. Then I decided on St. Vincent. What conclusions can be drawn re: my character from this information? The document is open now.

4:04 pm: Don't like the words "fortunate" and "responsible" in the line "I am fortunate to be responsible for...". Going to use a thesaurus to find something I like more.

4:08 pm: I decided what he meant by "fortunate" was: this is cool. So I think "I have the distinction of" more accurately speaks to the honor of the position and something that favorably speaks to his character.

4:11 pm: Is "accountable" a good word? Is accountability specifically favorable in a leadership context?

4:14 pm: Opening an article on Mary Tyler Moore and (second-wave) feminist leadership in my attempts to find a theory of leadership with which I'm comfortable. (Had to thesaurus the word "concept" to come up with "theory". Convinced "second-wave" isn't going to provide leadership qualities that are "feminist enough" for me.

4:26 pm: The article, written by Allyson Jule used the phrase "delicate vulnerability" that I liked a lot. I also noted how much I really liked the Mary Tyler Moore show. And Rhoda.

4:28 pm: In the next paragraph A. Jule makes a rousing case for Second Wave feminism and I feel bad for saying I wasn't anticipating much. I really like Catharine MacKinnon and a lot about the Second Wave. I don't know why I said that other thing before, maybe I was trying to seem hip. I "genuinely" do not know if that last line was meant to be ironic or not.

4:34 pm: Halfway through the article. Mostly it makes me want to watch Mary Tyler Moore. I googled: "Toward a Truly Radical Feminist Theory of Leadership". I ended up on the wikipedia for "Radical Feminism". When it mentions "leadership" it is just to say, "Those nutcase feminists couldn't get anything done. It wasn't democracy but paralysis!" That was a paraphrase. It did say that all "class-striving" was "male-identified", which I sympathize with.

4:40 pm: Finished the article. At the end there was a transcript of that first interview where she gets hired. With that "I hate spunk" line that I say from time to time. I really liked it. She asked for a Brandy Alexander when pressed. Now Mirah is playing. I haven't found a better word for "responsible". Am I doing this wrong?

4:45 pm: I found an article, "Spatial imaginaries: universities, internationalization, and feminist geographies" that I wanted to read because the abstract looked nice, but then OU didn't have online access to it. I have to admit that part of the reason I pursued reading it was because I'm telling "you" everything I'm doing. I thought you'd be impressed.

4:59 pm: I'm liking my new article, which is essentially everything I wanted: Feminists in Social Work: where have all the leaders gone. Lazzari et al. It's going over theories of leadership. At the end of one theory (transactional leadership) it is mentioned (Does Lazzari do the mentioning? How do I incorporate the et. al? Just like that? Lazzari et al mention?) that the leader "takes responsibility for the outcome". That's accountability, right? What does that even mean? What accountability could there possible be for a debate team? Is that just social ostracization if they don't win state?

5:04 pm: Moser & Moser and Rao & Kelleher rejected the "valorization of heroic individualism" (fuck you transformation leadership theory)

5:09 pm: Sometime seems "up" with the font. Convinced this is ultimately "better". Began typing to note that I briefly contemplated adding in the words "I am honored with the distinction of...". Ultimately rejected the idea because it seemed redundant and too self-congratulatory. Now Josephine Foster & the Supposed is playing.

5:14 pm: bell hooks tells me that I should articulate a form of leadership that my brother embodies that breaks free of an ideology of domination, etc. Should I have capitalized the b on bell because it was the start of that sentence?

5:17 pm:

"A feminist theory of leadership should apply to, and closely monitor or observe, all levels of leadership power and influence, both formal and informal; the sex differences that exist; gendered expectations; and the process and goals of leadership. This practice involves reconstructing power as empowerment, for example, making decisions with others, sharing control of resources and educational curricula, and generating ideas or ideologies and knowledge. Redefining power in a culture grounded in power hierarchies (that is, patriarchy) is no easy task." (Lazzari et al 352)

I can't get out of the block quote. I'm scared. And I don't think I cited that right. Where should I put the full citation? I've been "live blogging" for two hours. Is this productive? Illuminating for me or the reader? I don't know. I don't think so. "fuck". "FUCK"

6:04 pm: Watching a longer commercial so I don't have to take commercial "breaks" during the show. The commercial is of 1.5 minute defense of robots. Honda: "You guys! Robots aren't evil like tv and movies say they are!!"

6:55 pm: The weird commercial drama has come to a resolution. He stole the door, diligently churched it up, and brought it to his apartment so that Patrick Dempsey could tell me my relationships would only be fully realized when I bought State Farm insurance of some kind, as some sort of promise. While I always intended on mentioning the weird commercial drama that took 3 breaks to unfold, I was also planning on commenting on how the second and third episode of The Book Group never really lived up to the genius of the first. But where I think the genius lies is when they're in the actual book group. And I'm absolutely in love with Janis. Which is to say the third episode started getting good.

7:05 pm: I think I'll watch Secret Life now.

7:12 pm: "My family called you and asked you to bring me water?"

7:14 pm: "Falling in love, is such an easy thing to do. Birds can do, let's all do it, let's get to it, hurry and do it. Let's fall in love!"

7:20 pm: Grace, the Christian, is starting a masturbation campaign. She's calling it "Just say 'me'" (tm).

7:32 pm: "I don't like schemes...hijinks or shenanigans" Ashley is so cool.

7:34 pm: "Jesus never said 'just say no', Nancy Reagan said 'just say no'". Grace is getting kicked out of the Teen Abstinence Group. Also the "Just say me guy Joe" is handing out stickers. Grace's masturbation campaign is all over school by lunch.

7:40 pm: Ricky (the slut): "If you're my girlfriend, you're going to be sleeping with me" Adrian (the slut): "Don't try that approach, I don't like it" I like the way they're couching this in terms of empowerment, and they're broaching the unease parents have with talking to their children about masturbation.

7:43 pm: WTF Is that the Olympic gold-medal winning gymnast Shawn Johnson?

10:31 pm: Stuff happened and I almost started reading Tao Lin short stories, but I'll go back to watching Secret Life.

10:39 pm: I texted my mom to ask who the better gymnast was. It was Nastia. I loved her. Grace's mother got called into the counseling office. Mom: "Well I'm going to get kicked out of church" Grace: "I got kicked out of TAG (Teen Abstinence Group)" Mom: "Not for this" Grace: "Yeah! Can you believe it?" It's funny to me because Grace had sex a while ago and she thought that made her responsible for her father's death.

10:42 pm: It's Joe! The incredibly bad actor that I'm sure is some sort of joke. At first I was just offended that they could find someone even more awkward and stiff than the main cast, but then I realized it was an intentional casting decision. Now I'm just really glad that I'm in on the joke. heh heh, good one casting director.

10:44 pm: Amy (the girl who had the baby) and her sister Ashley were talking about just say me. Ashley said it was something everyone just does. And Amy said "I don't do anything without thinking about it". Ashley said: "Really? Have you met your son?" And I lol'd

10:54 pm: OH NO! Apparently it takes 4 days until masturbating isn't fun anymore! I discovered this through a montage set to Mr. Sandman that features the girls content in their bed on Monday-Wednesday. But by Thursday they're bored. And on Sunday they aren't even in bed anymore! They're just doing home work.

11:39 pm: I really, really love Janis.